{"id":4028,"date":"2020-10-24T13:09:57","date_gmt":"2020-10-24T11:09:57","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/btm.sk\/WP\/?p=4028"},"modified":"2020-10-24T13:09:58","modified_gmt":"2020-10-24T11:09:58","slug":"co-milujem-ked-milujem-svojho-boha","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/btm.sk\/WP\/2020\/10\/24\/co-milujem-ked-milujem-svojho-boha\/","title":{"rendered":"\u010cO MILUJEM, KE\u010e MILUJEM SVOJHO BOHA?"},"content":{"rendered":"

Milujem \u0165a, Bo\u017ee!
Prebodol si mi srdce svoj\u00edm slovom \u2013
a ja som si \u0165a zamiloval.<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n\n\n\n\n\n

Nebo aj zem a v\u0161etko, <\/span><\/span>
\u010do je v nich, <\/span><\/span>
mi hovoria,
aby som \u0165a miloval.
A neprest\u00e1vaj\u00fa to hovori\u0165 v\u0161etk\u00fdm \u013eu\u010fom.<\/span><\/span>
Av\u0161ak, \u010do skuto\u010dne milujem, <\/span><\/span>
ke\u010f \u0165a milujem, m\u00f4j Bo\u017ee?
Nie je to tvar tela ani do\u010dasn\u00e1 kr\u00e1sa,
nie je to lesk svetla, <\/span><\/span>
tak pr\u00edjemn\u00fd pozemsk\u00fdm o\u010diam,
nie s\u00fa to sladk\u00e9 mel\u00f3die v\u0161etk\u00fdch mo\u017en\u00fdch piesn\u00ed,
nie je to lahodn\u00e1 v\u00f4\u0148a kvetov, mast\u00ed ani vonn\u00fdch l\u00e1tok,
nie je to manna ani med,
nie je to kr\u00e1sne telo, <\/span><\/span>
ktor\u00e9 by l\u00e1kalo k telesn\u00e9mu objatiu \u2013
toto nie je to, \u010do milujem,
ke\u010f milujem svojho Boha.<\/span><\/span>
A predsa: <\/span><\/span>
Ke\u010f milujem svojho Boha,
je to l\u00e1ska k ist\u00e9mu svetlu
a ist\u00e9mu hlasu
a istej v\u00f4ni
a ist\u00e9mu jedlu
a ist\u00e9mu objatiu.
Je to svetlo, <\/span><\/span>
hlas, <\/span><\/span>
v\u00f4\u0148a, <\/span><\/span>
pokrm
a objatie \u2013 <\/span><\/span>
m\u00f4jho vn\u00fatorn\u00e9ho \u010dloveka!<\/span><\/span>
Tam mojej du\u0161i \u017eiari svetlo, <\/span><\/span>
ktor\u00e9 nepojme \u017eiadny priestor;
a znie tam hlas, <\/span><\/span>
ktor\u00fd neodnesie \u010das;
a rozlieva sa tam v\u00f4\u0148a, <\/span><\/span>
ktor\u00fa nerozpt\u00fdli \u017eiadny vietor;
a mo\u017eno tam pozna\u0165 chu\u0165 jedla, <\/span><\/span>
ktor\u00e9 sa neminie, ke\u010f dojem;
a trv\u00e1 tam objatie, <\/span><\/span>
ktor\u00e9 sa nekon\u010d\u00ed zunovan\u00edm a nudou.<\/span><\/span>
TO JE TO, <\/span><\/span>
\u010do milujem,
ke\u010f milujem svojho Boha.

<\/span><\/span>Neskoro som si \u0165a zamiloval, <\/span><\/span>
kr\u00e1sa tak\u00e1 starobyl\u00e1 aj tak\u00e1 nov\u00e1.
Neskoro som si \u0165a zamiloval.
A vidz!<\/span><\/span>
Ty si bol vn\u00fatri
a ja vonku <\/span><\/span>
a h\u013eadal som \u0165a tam
a napadal som to kr\u00e1sne, <\/span><\/span>
\u010do si stvoril.<\/span><\/span>
TY SI BOL SO MNOU, <\/span><\/span>
ale ja som nebol s tebou.
Tie kr\u00e1sne stvorenia ma dr\u017eali \u010faleko od teba!
A pritom, <\/span><\/span>
keby neboli v tebe, <\/span><\/span>
v\u00f4bec by neboli!
VOLAL SI A KRI\u010cAL <\/span><\/span>
a prelomil si moju hluchotu;
leskol si sa a \u017eiaril <\/span><\/span>
a zahnal si moju slepotu;
vyd\u00e1val si v\u00f4\u0148u <\/span><\/span>
a ja som sa nad\u00fdchol;
ok\u00fasil som \u0165a <\/span><\/span>
a teraz la\u010dniem a \u017e\u00edznim po tebe;
dotkol si sa ma <\/span><\/span>
a ja som zahorel po tvojom pokoji.

A\u017e k tebe pri\u013enem celou svojou bytos\u0165ou,
u\u017e nikde nebude pre m\u0148a boles\u0165 a n\u00e1maha
a m\u00f4j \u017eivot bude \u017eiv\u00fd <\/span><\/span>
a cel\u00fd naplnen\u00fd tebou.
Lebo ten, koho nap\u013a\u0148a\u0161, <\/span><\/span>
toho pozdvihuje\u0161 a \u2013 <\/span><\/span>
preto\u017ee ja nie som tebou naplnen\u00fd,<\/span><\/span>
som teraz s\u00e1m sebe pr\u00ed\u0165a\u017eou.<\/span><\/span>
Zl\u00e9 sm\u00fatky vo mne bojuj\u00fa s dobr\u00fdmi rados\u0165ami
a ja neviem, <\/span><\/span>
na ktor\u00fa stranu sa priklon\u00ed v\u00ed\u0165azstvo.
Beda mi! <\/span><\/span>
Pane, zmiluj sa nado mnou.
Beda mi! <\/span><\/span>
Pozri, <\/span><\/span>
neskr\u00fdvam svoje zranenia:
TY SI LEK\u00c1R \u2013
ja som chor\u00fd;
TY SI MILOSRDN\u00dd \u2013
ja milosrdenstvo potrebujem.<\/span><\/span>

(sv. August\u00edn)<\/span><\/span><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Milujem \u0165a, Bo\u017ee!Prebodol si mi srdce svoj\u00edm slovom \u2013a ja som si \u0165a zamiloval.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[4,9],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/btm.sk\/WP\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4028"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/btm.sk\/WP\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/btm.sk\/WP\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/btm.sk\/WP\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/btm.sk\/WP\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=4028"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/btm.sk\/WP\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4028\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4031,"href":"https:\/\/btm.sk\/WP\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4028\/revisions\/4031"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/btm.sk\/WP\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=4028"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/btm.sk\/WP\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=4028"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/btm.sk\/WP\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=4028"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}