{"id":2944,"date":"2018-09-28T13:26:14","date_gmt":"2018-09-28T11:26:14","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/btm.sk\/WP\/?p=2944"},"modified":"2018-09-28T13:39:22","modified_gmt":"2018-09-28T11:39:22","slug":"ticho","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/btm.sk\/WP\/2018\/09\/28\/ticho\/","title":{"rendered":"TICHO"},"content":{"rendered":"

\u010c\u00edm som star\u0161\u00ed, t\u00fdm viac si v\u00e1\u017eim tri veci. S\u00fa to pohodln\u00e9 top\u00e1nky, star\u00ed priatelia a – ticho.\u00a0<\/span>V\u00e1\u017eim si aj in\u00e9 veci, no dobr\u00e9 top\u00e1nky, star\u00ed priatelia a ticho mi pripadaj\u00fa ako z\u00e1kladn\u00e9 predpoklady kvalitn\u00e9ho \u017eivota. V\u017edy som nosil dobr\u00e9 top\u00e1nky, dokonca aj vtedy, ke\u010f som nezar\u00e1bal ve\u013ea pe\u0148az\u00ed. To preto, lebo ma moja matka nau\u010dila, aby som nikdy ne\u0161etril na veciach, ktor\u00e9 sa nach\u00e1dzaj\u00fa medzi mnou a zemou. A tak, kedyko\u013evek si kupujem top\u00e1nky alebo pneumatiky, nikdy na tom ne\u0161etr\u00edm.<\/p>\n

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M\u00f4j priate\u013e Jim je m\u00fadry mu\u017e, ov\u0161em okrem n\u00e1zoru na top\u00e1nky. Kedysi sa vychva\u013eoval, ak\u00fa m\u00e1 lacn\u00fa obuv. Av\u0161ak v\u010faka tomu, \u017ee nosil cel\u00fd \u017eivot lacn\u00e9 top\u00e1nky, m\u00e1 teraz zni\u010den\u00e9 nohy, a ke\u010f r\u00e1no vstane, takmer nevl\u00e1dze chodi\u0165. Dnes sa u\u017e svojimi lacn\u00fdmi top\u00e1nkami nevychva\u013euje. A keby aj odteraz za\u010dal nosi\u0165 dobr\u00fa obuv, pravdepodobne by mu to u\u017e nepomohlo. Ke\u010f si raz zni\u010d\u00edte nohy, ned\u00e1 sa s t\u00edm u\u017e ni\u010d urobi\u0165.
\nJ\u00e1 m\u00e1m dobr\u00e9 nohy, preto\u017ee nos\u00edm kvalitn\u00e9 ko\u017een\u00e9 top\u00e1nky rovnakej zna\u010dky. Ka\u017ed\u00e9 tri roky si k\u00fapim nov\u00fd p\u00e1r. S\u00fa to drah\u00e9 top\u00e1nky, av\u0161ak ka\u017edu\u010dk\u00fd cent, ktor\u00fd za ne zaplat\u00edm, sa mi vyplat\u00ed. M\u00e1m odlo\u017een\u00fdch nieko\u013eko nov\u00fdch p\u00e1rov pre pr\u00edpad, \u017ee by ich doty\u010dn\u00e1 firma prestala vyr\u00e1ba\u0165.<\/p>\n

Star\u00fdmi priate\u013emi nemysl\u00edm t\u00fdch, ktor\u00fdch u\u017e dlho pozn\u00e1m. Mysl\u00edm t\u00fdm osoby, pri ktor\u00fdch mi pripad\u00e1, \u017ee ich pozn\u00e1m odjak\u017eiva. Lebo to, ako dlho niekoho pozn\u00e1te, e\u0161te nevypoved\u00e1 ni\u010d o tom, ako ve\u013emi m\u00e1te doty\u010dn\u00e9ho radi. Star\u00fd priate\u013e je, jednoducho, niekto, u koho u\u017e nem\u00e1m pocit, \u017ee na\u0148ho mus\u00edm urobi\u0165 dojem. M\u00e1m ve\u013ea norm\u00e1lnych priate\u013eov, ale len \u0161tyroch star\u00fdch. Ich men\u00e1 v\u00e1m neprezrad\u00edm, preto\u017ee nechcem rani\u0165 city t\u00fdch, ktor\u00ed s\u00fa iba mojimi norm\u00e1lnymi priate\u013emi.<\/p>\n

D\u00f4le\u017eitou vlastnos\u0165ou po\u017eehnan\u00e9ho \u017eivota je ticho. \u010c\u00edm som star\u0161\u00ed, t\u00fdm viac ho potrebujem a t\u00fdm viac sa mi ho \u017eiada. V na\u0161ej rodine za\u010d\u00edname okolo sedemdesiatky str\u00e1ca\u0165 sluch. Ak\u00e1 je to \u00fa\u017easn\u00e1 zhoda okolnost\u00ed, \u017ee prest\u00e1vame po\u010du\u0165 pr\u00e1ve vtedy, ke\u010f si za\u010d\u00edname v\u00e1\u017ei\u0165 ml\u010danie! V sedemdesiatke ste u\u017e ur\u010dite po\u010duli tie najlep\u0161ie zvuky, ak\u00e9 v\u00e1m tento svet m\u00f4\u017ee pon\u00faknu\u0165 – svoje vn\u00fa\u010dat\u00e1, spev vt\u00e1kov aj cik\u00e1dy…<\/p>\n

Tichom v\u0161ak nemysl\u00edm atmosf\u00e9ru zbaven\u00fa v\u0161etk\u00fdch zvukov. Mysl\u00edm t\u00fdm len atmosf\u00e9ru bez r\u00e1dia, hlasov, motorov, sir\u00e9n a telev\u00edzie. Pr\u00edrodn\u00e9 zvuky s\u00fa v poriadku. Ke\u010f sed\u00edm vonku na lavi\u010dke a po\u010dujem len cik\u00e1dy, cvr\u010dkov a \u017eaby, pova\u017eujem to za ticho. N\u00e1dhern\u00e9 ml\u010danie. Ak v\u0161ak za\u010dne pubertiak od susedov t\u00farova\u0165 motor svojho auta, u\u017e to nie je ticho. To, po \u010dom t\u00fa\u017eim, je ticho cik\u00e1d, cvr\u010dkov a \u017eiab.<\/span><\/p>\n

M\u00e1m priate\u013eov, ktor\u00ed v\u00e1m dok\u00e1\u017eu na de\u0148 presne poveda\u0165, kedy sa z nich stali kres\u0165ania. Ja to m\u00e1m takto s ml\u010dan\u00edm. Vyzn\u00e1va\u010dom pokoja a ticha som sa stal 24. j\u00fana 1992, v de\u0148, ke\u010f sa n\u00e1m narodilo prv\u00e9 die\u0165a. Nie je to ni\u010d proti m\u00f4jmu synovi, hlboko ho milujem. Len proste uzn\u00e1vam, \u017ee v \u017eivote je v\u017edy nie\u010do za nie\u010do. Bu\u010f m\u00f4\u017eete ma\u0165 pokoj a ticho, alebo m\u00f4\u017eete ma\u0165 deti. Oboje dokopy ma\u0165 nem\u00f4\u017eete. Ja som si zvolil deti a zvolil by som si ich znova. A predsa mi ch\u00fdba ml\u010danie. A ke\u010f\u017ee nem\u00f4\u017eem ma\u0165 ticho doma, chcem ho ma\u0165 aspo\u0148 v kostole. M\u00e1me pastora. Ten na\u010d\u00fava Bohu a my na\u010d\u00favame jemu. Bol by som v\u0161ak r\u00e1d, keby sme mohli – hoci len raz za mesiac – ml\u010dky sedie\u0165 a vypo\u010du\u0165 si to priamo od n\u00e1\u0161ho P\u00e1na…<\/p>\n

Ka\u017ed\u00e9 r\u00e1no za\u010d\u00ednam tichom, a to tak, \u017ee sa idem prejs\u0165 po lesoch a l\u00fakach za na\u0161\u00edm domom. Je to dobr\u00e9 cvi\u010denie. Rob\u00edm to ka\u017ed\u00fd de\u0148, pokia\u013e nepr\u0161\u00ed alebo nezasp\u00edm, lebo potom u\u017e na to nem\u00e1m \u010das. No, ur\u010dite minim\u00e1lne raz za t\u00fd\u017ede\u0148 po t\u00fdch cesti\u010dk\u00e1ch kr\u00e1\u010dam… Alebo, vlastne som s t\u00fdm e\u0161te neza\u010dal, ale nejak\u00fd \u010das si u\u017e pl\u00e1nujem, \u017ee sa do toho pust\u00edm, a aj to hne\u010f urob\u00edm, len \u010do sa mi podar\u00ed zohna\u0165 spr\u00e1vne turistick\u00e9 pono\u017eky do mojich ko\u017een\u00fdch top\u00e1nok. Lebo ke\u010f nenos\u00edte spr\u00e1vne pono\u017eky, m\u00f4\u017eete si zni\u010di\u0165 nohy…
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\u013dudia, ktor\u00ed v\u0161ak maj\u00fa tie l\u00faky a lesy dostato\u010dne pochoden\u00e9, si o tom so mnou radi rozpr\u00e1vaj\u00fa. Vynoria sa na cesti\u010dke pri na\u0161om dome a zbadaj\u00fa ma sedie\u0165 v hojda\u010dke na verande. Pon\u00faknem im poh\u00e1r chladen\u00e9ho \u010daju, a potom spolu sed\u00edme a rozpr\u00e1vame sa. Opisuj\u00fa mi potok a pr\u00e9rijov\u00e9 l\u00faky a – ticho. Ten potok a pr\u00e9rijov\u00e9 l\u00faky o\u010dak\u00e1vali. Ticho bolo pre nich prekvapen\u00edm. Ale je tam a \u010dak\u00e1, aby ich mohlo priv\u00edta\u0165. Nijak\u00e9 zvuky \u00e1ut, nijak\u00e9 r\u00e1di\u00e1, nijak\u00e9 sir\u00e9ny. Len hudba vody, ktor\u00e1 sa prelieva cez kamene, a spev vt\u00e1kov. U\u017e len to ma n\u00fati zohna\u0165 si tie pono\u017eky a vyrazi\u0165.<\/span><\/p>\n

Pri ceste k\u00fasok od n\u00e1s b\u00fdva mu\u017e, ktor\u00fd chod\u00ed po t\u00fdch cesti\u010dk\u00e1ch ka\u017ed\u00e9 r\u00e1no. A pr\u00e1ve ticho je to, \u010do ho tam \u0165ah\u00e1. Predt\u00fdm pracoval pre jednu ve\u013ek\u00fa spolo\u010dnos\u0165, ale odi\u0161iel do penzie, preto\u017ee ho u\u017e prestalo bavi\u0165 po\u010d\u00fava\u0165, ako \u013eudia st\u00e1le dokola hovoria o svojich peniazoch a \u00faspechu. Zn\u00e1\u0161al to cel\u00fdch tridsa\u0165 rokov, no potom sa pres\u0165ahoval kv\u00f4li pokoju a tichu sem k n\u00e1m. Najprv bol cel\u00fd roztrasen\u00fd a nerv\u00f3zny, teraz je pokojn\u00fd a vyrovnan\u00fd. Svoje uzdravenie prisudzuje tunaj\u0161iemu tichu a ja ver\u00edm, \u017ee sa nem\u00fdli, preto\u017ee skuto\u010dn\u00e9 ticho predstavuje odpo\u010dinok pre \u013eudsk\u00fa myse\u013e. Dod\u00e1va du\u0161i to, \u010do sp\u00e1nok telu – v\u00fd\u017eivu a osvie\u017eenie. K tak\u00e9muto poznaniu a v\u00e1\u017eeniu si ticha sa v\u0161ak mus\u00ed ka\u017ed\u00fd s\u00e1m postupne dopracova\u0165.<\/p>\n

\u013dudia v\u00e4\u010d\u0161inou tvrdia, \u017ee maj\u00fa radi ticho, no ja o tom pochybujem. Keby toti\u017e skuto\u010dne t\u00fa\u017eili po tichu, ur\u010dite by si rozmysleli, \u010di svoj dom zaplnia pr\u00edstrojmi na r\u00e1mus. My pr\u00e1ve z tohto d\u00f4vodu nem\u00e1me telev\u00edziu – je to len bezduch\u00e1, otravn\u00e1 vec, ktor\u00e1 pram\u00e1lo prispieva k blahu \u013eudskej du\u0161e. Hluk n\u00e1m br\u00e1ni z\u00edska\u0165 vn\u00fatorn\u00fd mier, lebo n\u00e1s odv\u00e1dza od du\u0161evn\u00e9ho sebaspytovania. Nedovol\u00ed n\u00e1m zisti\u0165, v akom stave sa nach\u00e1dza na\u0161a du\u0161a. Ml\u010danie je toti\u017e spiritu\u00e1lny n\u00f4\u017e, ktor\u00fd ju obna\u017euje. Ak nie sme nikdy potichu, nemus\u00edme nikdy sk\u00fama\u0165 pravdu o sebe. Pr\u00e1ve preto b\u00fdvaj\u00fa mn\u00edsi ml\u010danliv\u00ed: aby mohli objavi\u0165 to, \u010do mo\u017eno n\u00e1js\u0165 len v tichosti. Du\u0161evn\u00e9 sebaspytovanie je v\u0161ak bolestn\u00e9, a preto na svete nie je ve\u013ea mn\u00edchov…<\/p>\n

V\u00e4\u010d\u0161ina z n\u00e1s potrebuje viac ticha, ako ho dost\u00e1va. In\u00ed ho zase maj\u00fa nadbytok a t\u00ed ho \u010dasto nepotrebuj\u00fa. Toto je ve\u013ek\u00fd probl\u00e9m \u013eudsk\u00e9ho \u017eivota, a keby som mal k dispoz\u00edcii dos\u0165 ticha, mo\u017eno by som dok\u00e1zal vymyslie\u0165, ako to da\u0165 do poriadku…<\/p>\n

(Ph. Gulley)<\/span><\/u><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

\u010c\u00edm som star\u0161\u00ed, t\u00fdm viac si v\u00e1\u017eim tri veci. S\u00fa to pohodln\u00e9 top\u00e1nky, star\u00ed priatelia a – ticho.\u00a0V\u00e1\u017eim si aj in\u00e9 veci, no dobr\u00e9 top\u00e1nky, star\u00ed priatelia a ticho mi pripadaj\u00fa ako z\u00e1kladn\u00e9 predpoklady kvalitn\u00e9ho \u017eivota. V\u017edy som nosil dobr\u00e9 top\u00e1nky, dokonca aj vtedy, ke\u010f som nezar\u00e1bal ve\u013ea pe\u0148az\u00ed. To preto, lebo ma moja matka […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[9],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/btm.sk\/WP\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2944"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/btm.sk\/WP\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/btm.sk\/WP\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/btm.sk\/WP\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/btm.sk\/WP\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2944"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/btm.sk\/WP\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2944\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2955,"href":"https:\/\/btm.sk\/WP\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2944\/revisions\/2955"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/btm.sk\/WP\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2944"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/btm.sk\/WP\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2944"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/btm.sk\/WP\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2944"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}