{"id":1902,"date":"2015-10-12T13:25:44","date_gmt":"2015-10-12T11:25:44","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/btm.sk\/WP\/2015\/10\/12\/mozno-som-cvok\/"},"modified":"2018-05-17T22:07:04","modified_gmt":"2018-05-17T20:07:04","slug":"mozno-som-cvok","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/btm.sk\/WP\/2015\/10\/12\/mozno-som-cvok\/","title":{"rendered":"MO\u017dNO SOM CVOK&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><span class=\"text\">Som ve\u013emi citliv\u00fd na vlastn\u00e9 uznanie. A\u017e pr\u00edli\u0161 citliv\u00fd, tak to je. Dlho sa mi plietlo uznanie druh\u00fdch s mojou osobnou hodnotou a z tohto zm\u00e4tku vzi\u0161la v\u017edy len nov\u00e1 a nov\u00e1 \u00fazkos\u0165.<\/span><br \/>\n<!--more--><br \/>\nPri ka\u017edom prejave \u013eahostajnosti alebo nepriate\u013estva vo\u010di mne som hlboko o sebe pochyboval, u\u0165ahoval sa do seba a pomali\u010dky ochaboval. Sebemen\u0161ie profesn\u00e9 zlyhanie, nezdvoril\u00e1 pozn\u00e1mka \u010di such\u00e9 odmietnutie ma okam\u017eite vrhalo do prehnanej \u00fazkosti. Moja sebad\u00f4vera sa pomaly r\u00facala ako steny domu strhnut\u00e9ho dynamitom. Myslel som len na to, \u017ee mus\u00edm za\u010da\u0165 zase od za\u010diatku. Uvedomoval som si, \u017ee uznanie druh\u00fdch mi prin\u00e1\u0161a len prchav\u00fa \u00fa\u013eavu a vytv\u00e1ra nebezpe\u010dn\u00fd n\u00e1vyk porovnate\u013en\u00fd s tvrdou drogou. No na to, aby som vzal kone\u010dne \u017eivot do r\u00fak tak, aby som v sebe c\u00edtil Bo\u017eiu l\u00e1sku, som mal s\u00edl&#8230; A\u017e mi zrazu svitlo! Povedal som si: A \u010do keby som sa vedome rozhodol, \u017ee prestanem trpie\u0165? M\u00f4j poh\u013ead sa pomali\u010dky za\u010dal odvracal od moje osoby k postave, ktor\u00e1 ma za\u010dala st\u00e1le viac up\u00fatava\u0165. K JE\u017dI\u0160OVI KRISTOVI!<\/p>\n<p>Nevn\u00edmam Ho u\u017e ako bo\u017estvo naivne stv\u00e1r\u0148ovan\u00e9 v kostoloch m\u00f4jho detstva; nevn\u00edmam Ho u\u017e ani ako teologick\u00fd koncept, nad ktor\u00fdm treba prem\u00fd\u0161\u013ea\u0165, nevn\u00edmam Ho ani ako nedostupn\u00e9ho a vzdialen\u00e9ho Boha\u2026 VID\u00cdM A VN\u00cdMAM LEN JEHO! <\/p>\n<p>Je\u017ei\u0161 je pre m\u0148a odvtedy mu\u017eom, ktor\u00fd mi skr\u00ed\u017eil cestu. Mu\u017eom, ktor\u00e9ho poh\u013ead sa stretol s t\u00fdm moj\u00edm a prenikol mi a\u017e do srdca; mu\u017eom, ktor\u00fd ma pozn\u00e1 skrz-naskrz, pred ktor\u00fdm ni\u010d neskryjem, ale ktor\u00fd ma aj napriek tomu v\u0161etk\u00e9mu nesmierne miluje a je mi neust\u00e1le nabl\u00edzku.<br \/>\nT\u00e1to zmena, ktor\u00e1 vo mne prebehla, je hlbok\u00e1 a definit\u00edvna \u2013 z\u00edskal som nov\u00fd poh\u013ead na svet. Mo\u017eno si poviete, \u017ee som cvok\u2026 ale \u010do na tom z\u00e1le\u017e\u00ed? JA SOM \u0160\u0164ASTN\u00dd, v srdci m\u00e1m pokoj a rados\u0165 a viem, kam smeruje m\u00f4j \u017eivot. A je tak\u00e9 pr\u00edjemn\u00e9 u\u017e\u00edva\u0165 si \u017eivot v plnosti!<br \/>\n(zdroj: www.vira.cz)<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Som ve\u013emi citliv\u00fd na vlastn\u00e9 uznanie. A\u017e pr\u00edli\u0161 citliv\u00fd, tak to je. Dlho sa mi plietlo uznanie druh\u00fdch s mojou osobnou hodnotou a z tohto zm\u00e4tku vzi\u0161la v\u017edy len nov\u00e1 a nov\u00e1 \u00fazkos\u0165.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[9],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/btm.sk\/WP\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1902"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/btm.sk\/WP\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/btm.sk\/WP\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/btm.sk\/WP\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/btm.sk\/WP\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1902"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/btm.sk\/WP\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1902\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2065,"href":"https:\/\/btm.sk\/WP\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1902\/revisions\/2065"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/btm.sk\/WP\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1902"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/btm.sk\/WP\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1902"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/btm.sk\/WP\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1902"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}