{"id":1698,"date":"2009-02-01T22:33:57","date_gmt":"2009-02-01T21:33:57","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/btm.sk\/WP\/2009\/02\/01\/vas-pribeh\/"},"modified":"2018-05-17T23:00:36","modified_gmt":"2018-05-17T21:00:36","slug":"vas-pribeh","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/btm.sk\/WP\/2009\/02\/01\/vas-pribeh\/","title":{"rendered":"V\u00c1\u0160 PR\u00cdBEH&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><span class=\"text\">M\u00e1m neveriaceho mu\u017ea\u2026 To, \u017ee stoj\u00edme ka\u017ed\u00fd na inom brehu, vn\u00edmam \u010dastej\u0161ie, ne\u017e som si kedy myslela.<\/span><br \/>\n<!--more--><br \/>\nTe\u0161\u00edm sa do neba, ale ke\u010f si pomysl\u00edm, \u010do keby sa s Petrom nie\u010do stalo pr\u00e1ve teraz, zabol\u00ed ma pri srdci. Netvrd\u00edm, \u017ee by som tie spolo\u010dn\u00e9 roky \u013eutovala. Peter je ve\u013emi dobr\u00fd, inteligentn\u00fd \u010dlovek, v\u017edy sme sa mali radi. Je v\u0161ak pravda, \u017ee som si narobila kopu probl\u00e9mov a tr\u00e1penia a dos\u0165 si skomplikovala \u017eivot. Viem, \u017ee ob\u010das sa tr\u00e1penie nevyh\u00fdba ani \u201ecelokrest\u2019ansk\u00fdm\u201d rodin\u00e1m, b\u00fdvaj\u00fa v\u0161ak in\u00e9ho druhu a t\u00ed dvaja sa m\u00f4\u017eu spoji\u0165 na modlitb\u00e1ch, \u010do u n\u00e1s neprich\u00e1dza do \u00favahy. S lovekom, ktor\u00fd je mi najbli\u017e\u0161\u00ed, nem\u00f4\u017eem pre\u017e\u00edva\u0165 to, \u010do v \u017eivote pova\u017eujem za najv\u00e4\u010d\u0161ie a najd\u00f4le\u017eitej\u0161ie\u2026 Som v\u010fa\u010dn\u00e1, \u017ee Peter nikdy nebol proti tomu, aby som vodila na\u0161e deti do kostola, na detsk\u00fa besiedku, aby nav\u0161tevovali dorast, ml\u00e1de\u017e, r\u00f4zne akcie\u2026 ale odvies\u0165 ich tam, sp\u00fdta\u0165 sa, ako sa mali, \u010do robili, vies\u0165 ich aj doma k Bohu \u2013 to u\u017e bolo v\u00fdhradne na mne. A deti sa v ur\u010ditom veku p\u00fdtaj\u00fa, pre\u010do nejde otecko s nami&#8230; To v\u0161etko s\u00fa veci, ktor\u00e9 som asi mohla predpoklada\u0165&#8230; \u017divot v\u0161ak \u010dasto prin\u00e1\u0161a situ\u00e1cie, ktor\u00e9 s\u00fa celkom ne\u010dakan\u00e9. Naj\u0165a\u017e\u0161ie obdobie, ktor\u00e9 by som ur\u010dite s kres\u0165ansk\u00fdm man\u017eelom neza\u017eila, bolo vtedy, ke\u010f som bola pod\u013ea niektor\u00fdch pr\u00edznakov presved\u010den\u00e1, \u017ee som \u0161tvrt\u00fdkr\u00e1t tehotn\u00e1. Asi tri t\u00fd\u017edne som bola vystaven\u00e1 ve\u013emi siln\u00e9mu psychick\u00e9mu tlaku, preto\u017ee som odmietala \u00eds\u0165 na interrupciu. M\u00f4j mu\u017e to nedok\u00e1zal pochopi\u0165 a bol presved\u010den\u00fd, \u017ee kv\u00f4li \u010fal\u0161iemu die\u0165a\u0165u by sme museli tie tri, ktor\u00e9 sme u\u017e mali, v mnohom zanedba\u0165 a nevo\u0161li by sme sa ani do n\u00e1\u0161ho mal\u00e9ho bytu\u2026 Ka\u017ed\u00fd ve\u010der som \u010delila n\u00e1tlakom a m\u00e1miv\u00fdm pr\u00eds\u013eubom rie\u0161enia, ktor\u00e9 chcel on. Nakoniec som si povedala, \u017ee u\u017e to \u010falej nebudem zn\u00e1\u0161a\u0165. Rozhodla som sa, \u017ee ak sa uk\u00e1\u017ee, \u017ee som naozaj tehotn\u00e1, zbal\u00edm sa aj s de\u0165mi a ods\u0165ahujeme sa do nejak\u00e9ho azylov\u00e9ho domu. Nevedela som si s\u00edce predstavi\u0165, kde to bude a ako to bude, z \u010doho budeme \u017ei\u0165, ako dlho to potrv\u00e1 a \u010di e\u0161te niekedy budeme rodina, ale verila som, \u017ee  P\u00e1n Boh sa o n\u00e1s  ur\u010dite postar\u00e1. Nakoniec sa uk\u00e1zalo, \u017ee nie som tehotn\u00e1. Tak som zostala. Odpusti\u0165 Petrovi nebol a\u017e tak\u00fd probl\u00e9m, av\u0161ak obnovi\u0165 medzi nami bl\u00edzky, d\u00f4vern\u00fd vz\u0165ah, to nebolo jednoduch\u00e9. Asi rozumie\u0161, \u017ee o tak\u00e9 z\u00e1\u017eitky sa \u010dlovek be\u017ene s in\u00fdmi nepodel\u00ed. Dodnes nie je pre m\u0148a \u013eahk\u00e9 o nich p\u00edsa\u0165. Taktie\u017e som si tak\u00e9 veci nedok\u00e1zala predt\u00fdm predstavi\u0165. A pr\u00e1ve preto ti to p\u00ed\u0161em. Viem, ako to bol\u00ed, ke\u010f si k sebe nech\u00e1me niekoho prir\u00e1s\u0165, a potom sa ho m\u00e1me vzda\u0165&#8230; Prajem ti pri tvojom rozhodovan\u00ed ve\u013ea sily a m\u00fadrosti. Chcem, aby si vedela, \u017ee \u0165a m\u00e1m rada a budem sa za teba modli\u0165. Katka<br \/>\n(men\u00e1 s\u00fa zmenen\u00e9, \u010dl\u00e1nok bol prevzat\u00fd z kres\u0165ansk\u00e9ho \u010dasopisu \u017divot v\u00edry)<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>M\u00e1m neveriaceho mu\u017ea\u2026 To, \u017ee stoj\u00edme ka\u017ed\u00fd na inom brehu, vn\u00edmam \u010dastej\u0161ie, ne\u017e som si kedy myslela.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[10],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/btm.sk\/WP\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1698"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/btm.sk\/WP\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/btm.sk\/WP\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/btm.sk\/WP\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/btm.sk\/WP\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1698"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/btm.sk\/WP\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1698\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2267,"href":"https:\/\/btm.sk\/WP\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1698\/revisions\/2267"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/btm.sk\/WP\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1698"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/btm.sk\/WP\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1698"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/btm.sk\/WP\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1698"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}