{"id":1579,"date":"2003-02-05T11:10:08","date_gmt":"2003-02-05T10:10:08","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/btm.sk\/WP\/2003\/02\/05\/byt-milovana\/"},"modified":"2018-05-17T23:40:21","modified_gmt":"2018-05-17T21:40:21","slug":"byt-milovana","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/btm.sk\/WP\/2003\/02\/05\/byt-milovana\/","title":{"rendered":"BY\u0164 MILOVAN\u00c1&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><span class=\"text\">Vyrastala som v rozdelenej, neveriacej rodine. Bola som uzavret\u00e1 do seba a z\u00fafalo som t\u00fa\u017eila po l\u00e1ske. Vzh\u013eadom na to, \u017ee som vo svojich 17 rokoch st\u00e1le vyzerala na desa\u0165, u\u0161lo sa mi ve\u013ea posmechu. Mojimi spolo\u010dn\u00edkmi sa stali depresie a strach. Nikto o tom nevedel, len Boh, ktor\u00e9ho som v\u0161ak vtedy e\u0161te nepoznala.<\/span><br \/>\n<!--more--><br \/>\nV roku 1990 som podst\u00fapila \u0165a\u017ek\u00fa oper\u00e1ciu hlavy, po ktorej som musela u\u017e\u00edva\u0165 siln\u00e9 hormon\u00e1lne lieky. Od nich som ve\u013emi pribrala a to moje biedne sebavedomie v\u00f4bec neposilnilo. Vtedy som sa dozvedela o Bohu a za\u010dala som bli\u017e\u0161ie pozn\u00e1va\u0165 Jeho l\u00e1sku. Silno som sa k Nemu primkla, av\u0161ak moja t\u00fa\u017eba po mu\u017eovi, ktor\u00fd by ma mal r\u00e1d a ktor\u00e9ho by som aj ja mohla milova\u0165, nezmizla. Ale ten m\u00f4j zagu\u013eaten\u00fd vzh\u013ead! Nemohla som sa zmieri\u0165 s t\u00fdm, \u017ee nie som \u0161t\u00edhla. Dlh\u00e9 roky ma to tr\u00e1pilo, nakoniec mi v\u0161ak pomohol Boh a ja som sa dok\u00e1zala prija\u0165 tak\u00e1, ak\u00e1 som.<\/p>\n<p>O nie\u010do nesk\u00f4r, 25. m\u00e1ja, som na oslav\u00e1ch 10. v\u00fdro\u010dia BTM pom\u00e1hala pri registrovan\u00ed host\u00ed. Ved\u013ea m\u0148a st\u00e1l Martin. Spolo\u010dne sme sa venovali hos\u0165om. Ani na okamih ma nenapadlo, \u017eeby tento vysok\u00fd, \u0161t\u00edhly, mlad\u00fd mu\u017e mal by\u0165 moj\u00edm vyvolen\u00fdm. Bola to v\u0161ak Bo\u017eia v\u00f4\u013ea. Nesk\u00f4r som si spomenula na svoju modlitbu: Bo\u017ee, daj mi mu\u017ea pod\u013ea Tvojho srdca a ja ho prijmem. Chv\u00ed\u013eu mi trvalo, k\u00fdm som to v\u0161etko pochopila. Ke\u010f sme sa v\u0161ak s Martinom spoznali lep\u0161ie, prijala som ho ako svojho vyvolen\u00e9ho. Vzali sme sa koncom novembra 2002. \u010co doda\u0165? \u017de je n\u00e1dhern\u00e9 po\u010d\u00fava\u0165, \u017ee som kr\u00e1sna a milovan\u00e1 &#8211; a to teraz po\u010d\u00favam \u010dasto&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Ren\u00e1ta Ku\u010derov\u00e1<\/p>\n<p><img src=\"http:\/\/btm.sk\/WP\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/01\/renata_a_martin.jpg\"border=\"0\"align=\"left\"hspace=\"5\"><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Vyrastala som v rozdelenej, neveriacej rodine. Bola som uzavret\u00e1 do seba a z\u00fafalo som t\u00fa\u017eila po l\u00e1ske. Vzh\u013eadom na to, \u017ee som vo svojich 17 rokoch st\u00e1le vyzerala na desa\u0165, u\u0161lo sa mi ve\u013ea posmechu. Mojimi spolo\u010dn\u00edkmi sa stali depresie a strach. Nikto o tom nevedel, len Boh, ktor\u00e9ho som v\u0161ak vtedy e\u0161te nepoznala.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[10],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/btm.sk\/WP\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1579"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/btm.sk\/WP\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/btm.sk\/WP\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/btm.sk\/WP\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/btm.sk\/WP\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1579"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/btm.sk\/WP\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1579\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2386,"href":"https:\/\/btm.sk\/WP\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1579\/revisions\/2386"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/btm.sk\/WP\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1579"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/btm.sk\/WP\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1579"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/btm.sk\/WP\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1579"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}